Matjaž Farič is a choreographer, director, dancer and artistic director of Flota Institute. One of the leading figures of Slovenian contemporary dance since the 1980s, he has created numerous original dance and theatre productions while collaborating with dance companies, theatres and opera houses in Slovenia and abroad. His international collaborations include Studio for Contemporary Dance Zagreb, Diversions Dance Company (Cardiff) and Compagnie Coline (France), alongside extensive work with major Slovenian theatres. He is the recipient of numerous national and international awards, including the Prešeren Fund Award, the Župančič Award, the Golden Bird Award, the Borštnik Festival Award, and the Grand Prize at the International Biennial Competition of Choreographers in Seine-Saint-Denis, France.
The solo "Ghost of My Life" was created in the summer of 1986. That same year, Matjaž Farič received an award for the piece at the New Dance Competition in Budapest, marking his first international accolade. In 1987, whilst further developing his craft at the Palucca Schule in Dresden, Matjaž transferred the solo onto the body of dancer Mario Henimann, renamed it "Geister meines Lebens", and won the choreography prize at the 10th Ballet Competition of the German Democratic Republic in Dessau.
Upon his return to Slovenia, the solo was titled "Fears" (Strahovi) and was included in the 1987 full-length original production The Dreams of Maria H. This was performed at the Youth Club, located in what is now the MIKK, Murska Sobota - Youth Information and Cultural Centre. Matjaž Farič performed this production only once; a few days later, he suffered a severe injury that seemed to signal the end of his dancing career. Following his recovery in 1988, the solo Fears was integrated into the production April 6th by the Vzhodni plesni projekt (Eastern Dance Project) group. The premiere took place at Španski Borci on 4 April, as the 6 April slot was already booked for a concert by Aci Bertoncelj.
The solo Fears is intertwined with significant turning points in Matjaž Farič’s professional path as a dancer and choreographer—beginnings, departures, returns, interruptions, and new starts.